Time

I look at myself in the mirror and wondered why him and not me, he had his life in front of him and I just feel the hurt of missing our little boy, he left us watching the world turn instead of watching him grow into a man. We had so much to share, as mummy and I had his life planned. I still blame myself and as his father I should have stopped time but instead time is stopped for me as I replay the day he passed away over and over again in my mind.