Some days, I feel myself falling into the darkness of self-pity, that spirals out of control into the abyss of darkness. Only these few who lose a child of any age, knows the feeling of loss and hopelessness that child loss brings. It is very easy to allow the vail of darkness to swamp our dreams. Our baby George only had a short life but he filled each moment with his being and his being is what keeps his spirit alive in our hearts.
Luckily the good days outweigh the bad and when I feel the darkness overwhelming, I have a loving family to bring me around, How easily SIDs destroyed lives and make you question the world.