Feelings of Loss
This week has been a roller coaster, some days I feel fine while other days I just feel like a vail of darkness is engulfing my mind. I feel lost and each step I take forward leads to two back, will this madness that I am feeling ever go away or is it just my new norm and I need to wear this mask for others to see.
Who said the feeling will subside and life will return to normal, there is always something in your mind make you stop and wish for just one more day. Our little boy came into our lives and shown us how devastating SIDs is and how our life remains in flux.